Friday, July 04, 2003
Haizzz ... I dunno if she's doing this deliberately or she's 'accidentally ignoring' me ... I feel like such a sucker ... I tried to be understanding but its the limit man, can't take it anymore ... i m not going to be her lab rat no. 8 ... i knoe now why some of her 7 other bfs haf left her ... she's juz too insensitive n unpassionate ... i wonder why she asked me to be her bf in the 1st place ??? i dun tink any of us r feeling happy ... She juz needs to piss me off 3 more times and the whole thing's off ... i need to get on wif my life ... And i was actually thinking of marrying her somedae ... i was juz too naive, relationships nvr happen the way u wan it to ... It was too good to be true ... U give and give and get nothing in return ... u expect too much and when it doesn't meet ur expectations, u feel kinda sad n depressed ... love hurts, thank god i wasn't struck by cupid's arrow sooner ... god knows wat i might haf done... i finally see god's wisdom, praise the lord !!!
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